feeling awful..

17-04-2020

I became a moderator in the CazOSX discord, and also founded the Alureon Discord. I’ve done a lot of work on my own things, and catching up on everything. I also haven’t slept well for 3 days. Feeling tired.

Just now, I finished creating a semi-functional, somewhat interesting Blog (i.e this one) which I’ve been putting off, but I feel is worth it.

I plan to finally create some videos, but I unfortunately have not gotten the time, or motivation for it yet. However, I did buy a new phone case from an AMAZON Locker. It looks fucking awesome.

My friend’s cat Blackjack, who’s been with him since my birth, died on 12/18/2018. RIP his little guardian cat Blackjack. His spirit remains in Saffee, as he taught her how to behave like a good cat, like him. December sucked ass, and I’m glad it’s over.

Meanwhile, the No Nut 19 discord argued for about half an hour on if nutting in a lucid dream counts as failing No Nut 19. The final verdict, as decided by JD_Bus, was that it counts as a failure.

Yesterday, I’m got a package with a birthday present for my Grandad delivered to an Amazon locker that a family member has wrapped up for me. I found I had 80£ left in my bank account, which I wholehearted plan on saving, (an issue I face is that I cannot easily save). Just fixing my problems makes me feel successful, and more positive, really.

I have had issues with depression this month, and also, before December of last year. That’s another annoying issue that others typically don’t get.

I’ve kind of copied the style of writing “blank” uses, and also I use the same platform as it seems relatively easy to configure and get going.

Currently sipping on a pint of Irn Bru…

I hope you enjoy my site!

DepecheTardis